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CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP

Why did I not cut and paste Linger into word??!?!? Now I will never be able to read that gorgeous section again when Merlin comes out of the shower and he and Arthur have that moment. Bugger bugger bugger.

I have one email update still in my inbox :(

I really miss fics when they are gone. I am someone who re-reads things over and over. Even when authors have removed fics before, the kmm fics are usually still there.

ETA. Apparently 'Friction' has also been removed D: Excuse me while I go save Slow Show, Skinny, Princess Arthur fics and that incomplete fill where Arthur is best friends with Merlin's older brother.

Date: 2011-05-25 08:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alba17.livejournal.com
Was it deleted from KMM? (and remind me of plot of that one, I know I read it and it's unfinished)

Date: 2011-05-25 08:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magog-83.livejournal.com
It's the modern AU one where Merlin is with Lance but Arthur has feelings for him (and him for Arthur) after he walks in on him and Lance having sex. Then this is EPIC UST, post it notes on the doors and it ends on a real cliffhanger. They have just posted to say they will not only not be finishing it, but they've asked the kmm mods to remove the whole thing :( It's already gone.

Apparently they're removing all their fic from the web, but I have no idea who they are.

Date: 2011-05-25 08:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alba17.livejournal.com
Why remove something posted anonymously? They must be having some kind of crisis. I vaguely remember it. I hate it when people remove fic without warning. I can see why there would be reasons why someone would want to, but it seems only fair to give people a chance to copy it before deleting it entirely.

Date: 2011-05-25 08:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magog-83.livejournal.com
I have no idea :/ It seems really weird when no-one knew who it was anyway. And to not give anyone chance to get a copy is a bit mean. As soon as I read the message I 'parented' it to see if I could get a copy but it was already screened. I know I shouldn't have done that, but I really did love that fill!

Date: 2011-05-25 09:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shiny4love.livejournal.com
I did that to so don't feel guilty I reckon we all did.

I'm wondering if they are the same person who had 'Friction' and 'Arpeggio' deleted from meme by the mods today both RPF fills which had a big following.

Date: 2011-05-25 09:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magog-83.livejournal.com
I loved Friction!!!! BLOODY HELL AUTHOR. I wasn't even tracking that one so I definitely don't have a copy of any part of that :(

Date: 2011-05-25 09:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shiny4love.livejournal.com
Yep me to, I avoided RPF for the longest time because it made me feel wrong. My obsession for all things Colin and Bradley finally won out though. I only recently started trawling the meme for rpf so it wasn't that long ago that I read it.

Why the hell should we be at a point that we feel the need to copy and paste. I get it if you don't post anonymously but when it is anon why take it away. I didn't have a clue who it was and I doubt anyone else did either.


Oh by the way I stopped tracking individual prompts a long time ago. I just track the whole meme. I have become very adapt at trawling through comments that flood my inbox when a new meme goes up.

Date: 2011-05-25 09:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] katzenjammerd.livejournal.com
I'm a little confused as to how the mods knew that the requester was the author. I was under the impression that they don't log IPs. (Not that I don't think that the comment came from the author, just it seems to be setting dangerous precedent)

Could it be that the author felt that their style was recognisable, and they don't want to be associated with fandom/fanfic anymore? Only thing I could think of. Odd, very odd.

deleted and reposted due to my failure to write sentences that make sense, sorry!

Date: 2011-05-25 09:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shiny4love.livejournal.com
I wondered that, although I don't know why someone would do that.

Date: 2011-05-25 09:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magog-83.livejournal.com
I did wonder that too. I am hopeless at guessing styles but I guess that could be true :/ I suppose it depends on what the real life issues were. Such a waste of wonderful fic though!

Date: 2011-05-25 08:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hermette.livejournal.com
I actually feel like I'm going to start crying. :(

Date: 2011-05-25 08:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magog-83.livejournal.com
ME TOO.

I loved that fic. Even though it wasn't finished, it was gorgeous and had so many perfect moments (plus I have had great fun making up various endings of my own in my head). WHYYYYY ANON AUTHOR?!

This is making me want to go and snap up copies of all my favourite fics, just in case.

Date: 2011-05-25 08:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hermette.livejournal.com
I'm about to make it my personal mission to find someone with all the pieces.

Date: 2011-05-25 08:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magog-83.livejournal.com
Stupidly, I didn't even realise you COULD remove your fic from the kinkmeme. I remember when Miakun left, all her kmm fics were still there even if the polished reposts were gone :(

Date: 2011-05-26 10:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] atsuko24.livejournal.com
Hiya!

I'm not sure if I'm being lame for just jumping in the middle of your conversation but I have been trying to find any of Miakun's fics leftover from before they were taken down. I joined fandom after Miakun was already gone so I haven't read any of them, but I keep finding recs for her steampunk universe and I am filled with curiosity. Do you know if her kmm or steampunk fics are still around?

(And if I am breaking lj social norms, please excuse me and feel free to ignore my random comment!)

Date: 2011-05-29 11:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shiny4love.livejournal.com
Hi don't know about her steampunk stuff but if you check out [livejournal.com profile] vesperdivum wonderful rec list she has a bunch of [livejournal.com profile] miakun fic, with links to posts of her fics that were posted on the original communities rather than her lj.

http://vesperdivum.livejournal.com/17614.html

You will need to trawl through it for them but that's the best I can do. Hope it helps :)

Date: 2011-06-08 02:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] atsuko24.livejournal.com
Thanks very much! I will definitely check out her rec list. Thanks for being so helpful, and I'm sorry I took so long to respond. ;)

Date: 2011-06-08 05:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shiny4love.livejournal.com
No probs, hope it helps :)
(deleted comment)

Date: 2011-05-25 08:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magog-83.livejournal.com
It hasn't been updated in ages and ages, but for a while it felt like everyone was following it. It was so good, and it ended on a real cliffhanger. If someone now removes Slow Show, I will cry proper emo tears.

Date: 2011-05-25 09:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shiny4love.livejournal.com
Christ don't say that I LOVE 'Slow Show' I'm going to copy and paste it right now.

Date: 2011-05-26 01:54 am (UTC)
ext_3336: (arthur)
From: [identity profile] vensre.livejournal.com
I was actually theorizing that Slow Show and Linger were by the same person! I guess I was wrong. :0

Date: 2011-05-25 09:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shiny4love.livejournal.com
So with you there, I cant express how angry I am about it. I know it's the author's prerogative but I just kept thinking WHY. I understand that they didn't intended finishing it but why take away what was already there?

I'm genuinely gutted, I so wish I had copy and pasted this but its to late now. I'm so glad you posted about this because I really wanted to vent. It's so silly really there is a ton of wonderful fic out there but somehow I feel like something has been taken away from me.

Edited Date: 2011-05-25 09:15 pm (UTC)

Date: 2011-05-25 09:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magog-83.livejournal.com
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Ok I just checked a link someone sent me and they took two other fics off as well!!! Including a RPF fic I REALLY LIKED.

ARGH. Ok, I know it is their right and all (as you say), but I am actually kind of hacked off about that. DAMN IT. This was a completed fic as well! I don't see the point in taking fic down completely like that, especially without offering some sort of copy for those who want to keep hold of it (as many other authors have done).

I'm really sad about that now :( :(

Date: 2011-05-25 09:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shiny4love.livejournal.com
I know, I know its made me feel sick to my stomach and yes completed fic. It seems so wrong like burning a book, just bloody wrong.

Date: 2011-05-25 10:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ella-bane.livejournal.com
that incomplete fill where Arthur is best friends with Merlin's older brother

GAH. I know the one you're talking about. But I don't remember the link or the title! EEP.

Date: 2011-05-26 07:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magog-83.livejournal.com
It's 'I want to be your dirty little secret' I believe :) I have already copied and pasted it into word JUST IN CASE.

http://kinkme-merlin.livejournal.com/9322.html?thread=6404458

Date: 2011-05-25 10:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a8c-sock.livejournal.com
Princess Arthur fics

You know I should really, really finish my one of these.

So if anything good has come out of this then at least it's reminded to try and finish that fill.

Date: 2011-05-26 07:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magog-83.livejournal.com
Once again I say - wait, what?!? You've written girl!Arthur fic?!? HAVE I READ IT?

Date: 2011-05-26 07:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a8c-sock.livejournal.com
I HAVE! I have a WIP of DOOM that I need ot update.

And yep you have read it/reading it. You are pretty much the only one that is.

Tis a very old prompt from a very early kinkmeme involving pregnancy and marriage. It took over a year for me to update. /clues

Date: 2011-05-26 07:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magog-83.livejournal.com
HOLY CRAP I AM OBSESSIVELY CHECKING MY TRACKING LIST NOW.

Date: 2011-05-26 07:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a8c-sock.livejournal.com
IF YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW I CAN PM YOU A LINK.

UNLESS YOU FIND IT.

Date: 2011-05-26 07:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magog-83.livejournal.com
PLEASE PM ME, MY TRACKING LIST IS APPARENTLY REALLY LONG :( :(

Date: 2011-05-26 07:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a8c-sock.livejournal.com
PM SENT!

Date: 2011-05-25 11:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mezzo-cammin.livejournal.com
I feel your pain.

I always mean to copy and paste fics into Word files, but I never remember to do that. Half the time, I forget to save them onto Delicious, too.

*makes note to self*

I do love that feature in AO3, though, that lets you download the files.

Date: 2011-05-26 07:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magog-83.livejournal.com
I love that feature too! I'm happy to put my fics over there knowing people can help themselves if they want to, and in turn I have downloaded so many of my favourites in nice, readable PDF format :) Most of my word files are quite old, from right back when I first discovered Merlin fandom and didn't have internet in my flat. I've got really slack with it lately, and then this sort of thing happens!

Date: 2011-05-25 11:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] archaeologist-d.livejournal.com
I hate it when that happens. I wasn't following the stories you are talking about but still, I hate fics disappearing.

Date: 2011-05-26 07:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magog-83.livejournal.com
Me too :( It seems almost a bit mean spirited to take down EVERY SINGLE VERSION, especially when you are anonymous anyway.

Date: 2011-05-26 01:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dk323.livejournal.com
That's a shame when some stories get deleted without readers getting a chance to save it. :(

I don't reread fics really, but I do have fics that I'm definitely fond of that I'd hate if they were removed completely. I can't resist giving some fics a reread because I enjoyed them so much the first time around.

Date: 2011-05-26 07:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magog-83.livejournal.com
I got through stages when I am just in the mood for a certain kind of fic and then I go and re-read all my favourites in that genre :)

Ugh I hate fics being removed completely like that. It feels like someone's come into my house and taken some of my favourite books off my shelf!

Date: 2011-05-26 06:05 am (UTC)
moonie: (Merlin -M/A- manhandled)
From: [personal profile] moonie
I have many ~feelings about fic removal but this particular case has me grr-argh'ing even more than usual because it was posted anon and the author was unknown (at least for two our of three). There really was no reason whatsoever to remove it.

Do you still need a copy?

Date: 2011-05-26 07:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magog-83.livejournal.com
I don't see why they had to remove it from the kmm, why not just comment to say it was abandoned but leave it so other people could read it? It seems especially pointless since I should imagine everyone who wants a downloaded copy now has one, you can't really remove your fic completely anymore I don't think!

Date: 2011-05-26 12:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jamie15.livejournal.com
NOOOOO! That sucks! :(

When I was thirteen and just starting out into my first major fandom I remember I lost a fic that I really liked - I'm still smarting over that :(! Probably the reason why I now obsessively save EVERYTHING I like!

Date: 2011-05-26 07:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magog-83.livejournal.com
That sounds like a much more sensible approach! I saved loads of fics back in the early days of Merlin fandom, because I didn't have internet in my flat then. But then once I did I got lazy :( Except for Big Bangs, I have loads of those!

Date: 2011-05-26 03:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] giecast.livejournal.com
*whispers* Is Friction the one where Bradley unwinds by fucking and Colin unwinds by sleeping? Cos I have a copy of that. I can send it over if you want. And is Arpeggio the one where they did the You're the Voice vid? I have a copy of that too. I pretty much save everything. So if I read it and I like it, then chances are I saved it. Don't have Linger though cos I don't save WIPs. =(

Date: 2011-05-26 07:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magog-83.livejournal.com
That's the very fic :D I don't remember Arpeggio though?? Although I do vaguely remember a You're the Voice fic now you mention it...

Date: 2011-05-27 10:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] onigi.livejournal.com
Hi there, I saved all the fics I could lay my hands on. It's just for my own convenience since the internet at my place's suck. Well, so here are some of the above-mentioned fics except Princess Arthur, about which I've never heard before.

http://www.mediafire.com/?7jwlrctblhqrcnd

Just give me the titles. Maybe I can search them for you

Date: 2011-05-27 10:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magog-83.livejournal.com
Thank you!!! *downloads* I have nabbed a few of the other ones I was worried about now and pasted them into word, but I will certainly let you know if I come across any others <3 Stupid fanfiction, being so good and re-readable and all!

Thanks so much for your help with these!

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